Suffering, for such a long time now, with debilitating depression. I was always able to mostly function on a regular basis. But I went off of a medication that had kept me stable for over 9 years. I needed to go off of it for many reasons. Mainly, because of the high risk of birth defects and I was about to get married. In 2 months, it will be about one year since my hell has begun. Many, MANY, things I've been blessed with since then. I have tried, succeeded, and failed so many times. The suffering continues to be immense. I am crippled. I am feeling farther away from what I wish I could be with every fall into depression I descend.
So there it is. No pomp or circumstance. A blog entry I've thought about writing for eons. Done without so much as a an announcement or call to attention. More like quietly and quickly slipping through through the ice.
Does anybody else suffer from this or something similar? Reach out...
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