Hi guyssss!! I missed you! Sorry I've been awol the past 2 days. Been going through some normal life stuff. Nothing awful. Just, I mean I'm tired of it too, but my neck keeps having residual allergic reactions to the antibiotics. (play catch up with that story here, here and here) but today is a really cleared up day which is good because I am on way too many steroids so I'm glad something is finally working. To me, honestly, the way to f_ck with mental illness the most is to mess with your hormones. Nothing throws me off my game more than an extra dose of estrogen or testosterones. (fellow PCOS cysters throw your paws up) So I've felt a little out of wack. but I'm back! and I am so proud of myself for pushing through all of my shifts at work this week despite being a literal red-neck.
You guys are making my decent into the darkness of winter so much fun and it's inspiring me on so many levels. Speaking of inspiring...AG6 is kicking ass! Love this song! and the video...my God...I want to do a make-up tutorial of each scene! The sixties realness! and the presidential scenes...so iconic.
I love music. Like a lot. Like, along with writing, it's my first love. I've been singing at the top of my lungs since I could breathe. and I've been writing songs since I was 15 and taught myself to play guitar. Real ones will know I have a little homemade album that I recorded in a studio in Indiana when I was 18 years young and smoked like a chimney and sang in the high school choir. I studied music in college and even toyed with the idea of becoming a music therapist since I truly believe that music can heal all. I've been 90% a huge rock fan and love my 90s grunge and alternative but also I can be such a pop princess as far as my taste goes. It's kinda fun to listen to my old tracks on soundcloud if anyone is interested :) my lyrics are truly me in every sense and come directly from my diaries.
How psyched would you be if I told you that I've been playing again? Pretty exciting! I figure if I can do all of these other things successfully that make me so happy then why not start writing songs again? All I need is 3 chords and a story. Me and my fender stratacoustic are coming up with ways to write a song again and maybe my inspiration is coming from my love of Peanut and how much she touched my life. There's nothing more Lindsay Loomis-esque than a song about my cat, ammiright? I think the song that everyone loves the most, and is one of my firsts, is Happy Blind. What do you think the lyrics are talking about? I'd LOVE to hear your feed back.
Well, I think I've spilled my guts enough on here today because sharing one's "sound cloud" that isn't a mumble wrapper is quite the out of place thing for me to offer here to my friend and readers. I'll see you back here tomorrow! Let's make some music!
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