Happy blogmas Saturday everyone! My tutor appointment last night didn't go as well as I'd hoped, and it's not the tutor's fault but she really didn't have anymore guidance for me today for our appointment so we canceled. My next step is to spend all day Monday and Tuesday in the in-person stats lab at school and hopefully get more insight on which data test to use when. That's my main trouble thus far. Plus, all the data tests have multiple different names?? Why?? It makes it so much more confusing. You already know I hate leaving to go down state. It's so uncomfy at best. I always feel like crying when I have to leave. It's so hard. but I've come such a long way in such a few short years. In less than four years, I've gone from
not leaving the house for anything, exercise, jobs, school, friends...to leaving the house for ALL of these things and then some! So, I feel like I am experiencing growing pains. That's at least what I think is happening when I get so damn sad before I have to leave. There's nothing fun about this process. but I do it anyway because it's growth and your girls got goals.
Today, I am looking forward to the distraction of going to a Christmas party! It' mostly a work event for our business, Northern Michigan Mortuary Logistics. It's a holiday party here in northern Michigan where many of the funeral homes we work with will be in attendance. Yes, funeral workers need to celebrate holidays too! I normally don't care enough to go these events but I really, really need to care more. So, I'm forcing myself to go. We will drive an hour and a half to get there and I'll need to be on my most attentive and professional behavior, be surrounded by food I can't eat, etc. but the people that are there, and the businesses they represent, are what keeps us going so I need to be more involved. I'm just so wrapped in my own journey lately! Our business is on it's own journey with Eddie at the helm! We've grown so, SO much a couple of short years! Not just us, but our business as well!
God is good! Can't wait to thank the Lord "in person" lol at church tomorrow. I'm doing it, mental health warriors! Day by freaking day, I'm doing it! and So are you! Look at all you are doing! Pat yourself on the back! If you haven't yet today, do something for yourself. Better yet, make it a hard thing, becuase that's were the good stuff happens. Then report back to me so we can bond over how amazing we are and how we're doing hard things that are uncomfortable.
Love,
Lindsay
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